My City Keeps Bleeding

"Remains of 9/11 Victims Were Used to Fill Potholes, Contractor Says"

One day, I'll sort out how I feel about September 11th, 2001.

I'll sort out how I feel about how the city and the nation has changed since that day.

I'll sort out the guilt I still feel, almost six years later, that I was upstate at college, and not here to comfort my family, or even do anything immediately to help.

I'll sort out the horror and panic I felt when I accidentally took the Path train right into the site, totally unaware that Ground Zero is the terminus.

Today, however, is not that day.